Wow its been along time since ive been on here. thought id just sign in and see hows you are all going< your guys art ahs improved so much!! i congratulate you for that

Well now im in australia

finaly out of newzealand

ive changed my apperance and all

i lost 30 kgs over 3 weeks

now i can fit into my black skinny leg jeans

man i sound like an emo lol

i miss my friends back home tho

ive noticed every kid here is either

emo or gangster the majority emo

ahh ohwell gota go

have fun

Well i got asked if i wanted to go to the ball with ellen. Shes like my best friend shes helped me so much ovr the last 3 weeks i dont know what i would do without her. So back to the subject im going to her ball i even learnt how to dance ill be pro in no time. I had to postopone my flight to aussie till june 17th so itll also give me time to say goodbye to the little amout of true non backstabing friends im gona miss them but ill miss ellen much more shes just.... i dont think theres a word to describe it

Ive realised there is fuck all left for me in nz so im moving to auzzie in 3 weeks. Lol Itll be sweet

My "oh so high and mighty" girlfriend dumped me apparently im to strees full meh. i found out on her birthday that that she was having txt sex with another guy and sending him fotos of herself naked. i started cutting again i need anti depressents again i havnt eatn for 5 days and so far ive lost 15 kgs meh i just wana curl up and die